Happy Sunday folks - did you remember to adjust your clocks ?
I have been challenged by the very lovely Sandy over at
Peridots Garden to reveal 7 things about myself you all may not know.
I like to really dig deep for these fun little challenges, think about myself and things that maybe I haven't thought about for a long time. So here goes :
ONE: I am an EX Figure skater. Yep -
salchow style. I skated for years, and loved the feel of the cold air rushing on my face. I loved the speed I could get on the ice, both forwards and backwards; the adrenalin of throwing myself in the air before really thinking about it and hoping I landed on my feet, not my bum!
And then it all got so intense. The practices and the pushing by coaches to perform and compete. I was scared of my own shadow, and had incredible stage fright as a teenage. So I quit. I never regretted it until I was in my 20's and wished I still could get on the ice with the same fearlessness.
TWO: I am, and always have been, and incredibly picky eater. In fact, as an adult I know feel my mothers pain of trying to feed me as a child. I am not NEARLY as bad as I was, and have grown out of most things, but I still have a little panic each time we are invited over to eat somewhere we haven't before. "Will I like the food?" "will they be upset if I pick out the things I don't like?" "Will they think I am ridiculous?"
Things I still don't eat ( and some I hate) that people think I am crazy for ( in no particular order) : Peanut Butter, Mayonnaise( this is a big one, they hide this stuff in everything!), Eggs, Onions, Green Peppers, Apple Juice, Sour Cream, Hollandaise Sauce, Avocado, Meatloaf, Coffee, Etc Etc.
Don't even get me started on what I didn't eat as a child... we would be here all day!
I have never found it easy to be friends with girls. I have always been more of a guys girl. My one good girl friend is more than I could ever ask for though. She is crafty, and sweet, and genuine, and keeps my chin up when I am in the darkest of places.
Which is why I believe it doesn't matter how many, but rather the merit of each.
FOUR: I was going to be a makeup artist. From the time I was a little girl I was obsessed with makeup. Not just the colours, but the power it had to make a woman feel good about herself. It was going to be my art - face painting if you will. I studied, and practiced, and worked with photographers. I had an outstanding collection of
MAC and friends and family were constantly asking me tips, and if I could do their makeup for this or that.
Then one day it stopped. Just like that.
I didn't enjoy it anymore.
Over night and day all my hopes dreams and aspirations changed.
FIVE: I struggle with self doubt everyday of my life. Confidence has never been my bag baby.
Will people like it ? Will they like me ? Am I good enough ? Will I ever meet my goals?
CAN I DO THIS?
I consciously push myself every single day to overcome these feelings.
I tell myself I am stronger for letting myself feel them and then moving past them. I don't know if its true, but I feel that having feelings, whether happy of sad, arrogant or self depriving, is better than not having them at all.
SIX: I have a terrible time justifying buying things for myself.
All of my friends know me as a generous gift giver. I take pride in working hard to find ( or make) that perfect gift for someone.
However, I RARELY buy myself things. I don't know why, I feel like my hard earned money should be spent on bills, food, rent etc. I rarely treat myself.
On the inside I tell myself that I deserve this or that - but then when it comes to game time, I back out.
SEVEN: I have a ridiculously sharp memory. I can remember things from as early back as 2. I remember lyrics to almost every song I have ever heard. I remember what clothing I was wearing when I met people for the first time, or what the weather was like that day.
People are honestly astounded by my ability to remember things no one else can.
I could tell you what song was playing on the first radio my dad installed in our little speed boat (
Beach Boys Good Vibrations - I was 7 years old)
WOW - that was a challenge! I pass this challenge on to all of you - leave me a comment with your Seven Things, or any thoughts you may have, or if you relate to any of mine.
Happy Sunday!
Love and Belly Laughs
Jaime